why oh why do i put up with all the crap i get from women. i think i become to much of a nice guy and settle with what i have instead of trying to find someone that is more of what im looking for. the few people i know that would probably be ideal for me im not really attracted to. i love to be around them as friends but anything after that i dont see it ever happening. so instead i hook up with random girls that are dumb as shit, dont understand anything that is important to me, and are lousy in bed. im just tired of marginal girls that are no where close to me as a person and arent really cute. i really do want to be with some rather cute sexy women. i want some 8s and 9s in my life instead of 3-5. i know im attractive to a degree but i guess there is just something about me that the women i want see as a turn-off and i dont know what that is. hell just the other night a bunch of people that i dont know all told me that i look like a straight up pot head. i havent touched the stuff since high school really maybe a few times in college but its been so long since ive done that but yet 4 or 5 different people all told me that. i just dont know what to do???
