Icarus's blog: "Somantics"

I kinda just want to go somewhere and read the classifieds (as pathetic as they ALWAYS are) and smoke this cigar I've had for a couple months. Funny how much you miss public smoking after its taken from you.
Ass bags.
One of the last saving graces of this town was that it hadn't bought into that
HIPPY
bullshit.

Parts per MILLION people


... moving on.

Y'know, every now and then I get the chance to voice my concerns about my job, about my life, about my time left.

Every time I say I'm doing twice the work of others, there's a look of surprise that comes across my audience

apparently
that's a bad thing.

I dunno... this is just a warmup. A resolve check.
Before I force myself to go outside... and possibly buy a bunch of shit I don't need. Maybe even talk to strangers.

Course... if I walk out on my job that'd give me all the time in the world to write my resume, look for a house, and look for a job.

Maybe not all in that order...

Also

that live version of In Rainbows is better. Just saying.

"starting position"
this is just the best "starting position" (with no room for advancement)
I've ever had.
God... the disdain some people have said that with.