Boobalicious Paper Doll's blog: "2009"

7:55pm Why does this shit happen to me? I don't know why? I was chillin and I was messing around with the webcam. So then I get a freakin text msg or 4 on my phone. I don't know what else I'm going to do. It was psycho. He was texting me from his AIM. Doesn't he fuckin get it!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! I thought he knew I had the number disconnected for practically 2 months. I was all scared. my heart sank deep and i mean deep. I wish I could just run from it and stuff but I can't. I want to run away so bad. But again I can't... I want to so bad, but it's not going to resolve it all. It's different.... something tells me to be brave but I can't take it anymore. There is only so much I can handle and take at the same time. I noticed that when something bad happens, he happens to be around. I thought I could at least breathe for now, but that thought keeps fading away! 7:58pm I'll write some more in a bit.