Forever Lost's blog: "just read it"

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things are so twisted right now, I have to say honest I feel like if I don't talk to him if I let him come to me he wants to talk, well more then he has been.. Also when he knows something is wrong he wants to talk to find out whats wrong but once he knows and talks to me about it he is busy again.. By the way talking has more so been texting talking, like right now he is texting me because I told him I am listening to music and writing blogs he said why whats wrong I said I just need to write right now he said I know its about me, I was like more so about how I feel again he asks whats wrong and said again I know its about me or us because you always do write about it.. I said things just dont seem the same when ever we talk I feel like I am bothering you *mind you this is through texts* so far he has not responded to that one, witch makes me think I am just bothering him, he has not told me I am not so with what ever he is going on that's stressing him out I am some of that stress that's how I feel, but like I was saying before he texted me and I got even more lost, if I don't talk to him he wants to know whats up where I am how I am and all that again with texts... I feel like we are falling apart I am about to just fucking cry why do you hurt the one you say you love whats the point to hurt someone you love (there goes his text wonder what he said this time I am will to guess before I look I have been real busy my car is fucked up and I am having a hard time) now let me look and see if I am right or how close I am..*** he said sorry (shocked) said everything is going wrong right now and he hates his life (I am a part of his life so that bothers me) he said he is just stressed out (he has been saying this) and he is stressed about money things he cant do anything because he never has the money to all he does is pay bills and fix his car...

Notice he did not say its not you tho? Notice he did not say I don't want you to feel that way?

So tell me who ever reads this

Does he just need time or am I right there is more behind it