Ethan I hate you! This is me venting so, you have been warned this is like a hate entry. My sons father is a worthless piece of shit. A mere dickhead, a nothing, a bum, a poor excuse of a man, because he sure the hell is not a man.
You think your Mr. Great well your not. Your diluted, you think all you say is real, you lie so much you've lied to yourself. You lost concept of that witch is truth. I just cant understand how you can believe your thoughts, makes me think you need to see a psychologist. Maybe get put on some medication so you can sort your head out.
Look you have not been around consistently these past 5 years, about to be 6 in 3 weeks. How can you not see that, how can you honestly feel you've been there? What's wrong with you that you can believe something so far from truth? You think you're the father of the year, your not even a father, you just fathered a child. There is a big difference, big! A father is there no matter what, a father takes care of his child and wants to, a father has love so deep nothing could keep him away. that's not you, when will you see that, maybe if you see it you can change it!
You was there for 6 weeks when I was stupid enough to take a job as a stripper so I could pay my bills, and then poof you was gone. (do you have any idea how had it is to find a good baby sitter wtf) 2 or 3 months had gone by, and I had not heard of you. Kris was acting out in school more and more and there you were not. So then bam here is Ethan right before Christmas, like as if you had not skipped a beat. Wow and the father of the year award goes to…. Dream on! Its not you! So because I love MY son I welcomed you in my home and fed you dinner with MY son. I even let you come back the next day and take him with you for a few hours. Then when you bring him home, this is where you really fucked up this is where you burned you bridge to seeing your son through me, you stupid fucking loser your so fucking worthless. You come in my home my where I raise MY son (that you donated sperm to create) and was like when he stayed with me he was doing great in school Misty I don't know what's going on….. WOW HOLD THE FUCK UP RIGHT THERE! Every time I went to get Kris when he was with you the teacher said I don't know what's going on but Kris don't have his homework done often, he has not had under clothes on, his clothes are dirty, (even I got on you about that because I was like dude your making out son look like a scum bucket) you cant even wash his clothes. You are so broke because you can keep a job all you can feed him was roman noodle soup, that's not fucking healthy. So as your sitting in my home and had ate my food that I paid for (not with fucking food stamps asshole my fuckin money) where I pay rent where I pay my bills. When I pay for everything Kris needs clothes his privet school, toys, food, bubble bath, shoes, winter jacket, anything he needed and as much as I could of what he wanted. With out a dime from you!
The only time you wanted to help and try and be as right as you can, was when I was single and was like I don't want to be with anyone and you was all about spending time with me and Kris. Wow dude get it through your head never again will be a us! I left you when I was 3 months pregnant, and since then I have not even so much as kissed you, that don't tell you anything? Not to mention how fucked up it is that you used Kris to see if you could have a shot at getting back together! I hate you I thought you knew that, bet you do now!
I don't understand how you can think your such a great father? Just because your not welcome to my home to see your son don't mean you cant talk to your own father who takes him next to every weekend so I can work. You don't even call him and see how Kris is and you call him your son, nah get it right you don't have a kid.. If you do its not Kris, poor Kris don't have a dad. But to be honest its better for him to not have a dad then to have a dad like you.
I hate you, hate you! I mean it a strong ass word, I feel anger when I think of you a intense anger damn I feel hostile I feel nothing but animosity when it comes to you!!! So id say that's fucking hate, I hate you!
Keep on believing your diluted mind the lies that are within yourself go on, ignorance is bliss, that way you can at least think you're a good person and not have to deal with the ramifications of your life, because your so far gone you don't even know how things really are. All you know is what you and only you believe in and think is truth. Your on your own that's why no one likes you on the real everyone talks about you behind your back. Just so you know. At least I can tell you flat out how the fuck I feel about you. I feel that you're a nothing, and always be a nothing. I wish that was not true I wish I could feel and believe different. This is just the facts! You're a fuck up and always will be.
