Forever Lost's blog: "just read it"

I don't get life at all, things are never easy are they? I love this man I am with but things are not right at all within our relationship, I don't know if it will ever be again I am very unsure..

To top things off a ex of mine that I am close to and will always hold close to my heart said to me I think we should betogether I think I am the one you should marry, I asked how would we even make it work if we wanted to really try.. He said what he would do I was like I see.. So then I am sitting here and not being able to help what comes to mind his words are there..

Then I see his stat on here says how he is sick of head games, I was like what is that about? He said he kept getting blown off all week??? I asked by who he said some girl, how the hell is he going to tell me he thinks we should be together and be upset some girl is blown him off..

I know I know I have a man why I even care, well *sigh*

I feel like my man and I are having so many issues when my ex said that shit ofcourse its going to make me think about old times this that and the other.. I don't know

I am so thankful for music for with out it I don't think I could fight the tears

I feel so down right now my eyes water for the smallest things, like everything is getting to me I feel hurt by so much its wow my head even hurts..

Anna Nalick sings this song wreck of the day,

listen to it...

I feel her music

IM GIVING UP