Of all the things that I am
These are the things that I'm not
I'm not someone who glows when I walk into a room
Or the person whose smile makes others smile in return
A person who no one takes advantage of
A peson who keeps everything under control
Someone who is pleasing to the eyes of others
And someone that everyone wants to know
Of all the things that I am
These are the things I'm not
I am not someone that people envy for some reason
I'm not someone that works too hard
I'm not someone that doesn't work enough
I'm not someone who gives all of me to anyone who deserves to be taken care of
I'm not someone who doesn't care
Not someone who shoves everything inside
I'm not deserving of others
Not deserving to talk to another
I'm not someone who loves
I don't know how to love at all
I'm not someone who wants to be loved
I'm not someone who wants someone beside her
I'm not someone who even thinks outloud
I'm not someone who needs to take care of others to have herself feel
I'm not someone who restrains herself with others
I'm not someone who trusts eaisly
I'm not someone that I should be
Everything about me and everything I'm not just isn't right...
What am I supposed to do but just vent
Just vent and hope and pray that everyone will understand when I go away
Just let me go away.... Because of all these things that I'm not I know that I am not good enough
Been said by others before
So it must be true
Just let me think this
Just let this be true...
