Crazed2APoint ENIGMA WRAPPED IN FOOLISHNESS's blog: "Crazed Times"

i smile to trick people, with this trait i have no equal
think ya got me figured? to be continued, stay tuned for the sequal
or maybe a prequal, the plot will be in your face nothin subliminal
people out there talkin shit, thinkin i'm fuckin mental
clifhanger ending scene fades roll credits till the end
in disbelief, i need relief, i'm blurring reality a place where pain has an ending
not never ending like a circle that you could run around forever
emotion severed, heart tamperd, mind scattered, fuck it whatever
say what you say, do what you do imma be alright
from daylight to moonlight and brightness from street lights
out on the street lookin at stars every night, prayin one falls while its in my sights
wish for happiness for everyone except me cus being depressed helps me write
hate pretty little love storys with sexual inuendos
take some ambien then proceed to dose
then i dream of a far away land
where nothing hits you out of nowhere cus everything is planned
and we get the blueprint, and we see how its structherd
no more bullets you didn't see comin that leave ya head ruptcherd
then i wake and have to face reality all over again
and what i thought was an ending was a nightmare that just began
my luck so fucked freddy won't even come cut me up
wake up after sleeping for 15 hours still shackled by earth's cuffs
so there is my plot, do ya think i'm giving away to much?
geez i hope i'm not giving away to much

wanna make it to a place where pain has an ending
if this is a movie please push stop so i don't have to go on acting
wanna be in a happy movie somethin to sooth me
but i keep getting pulled out of fantasy back to this reality tv


so what if this life is a movie? and we stuck in the truman show
would we go crazy if we found out? or is it best we never know?
and gee i wonder if i'm up for an acadamy award
sold my soul by putting my shit on blast, i'm such a whore
give everybody a glimpse of my life everytime i write
wrong or right... wanna be like britney murphy and say that i'll never tell
but i'll sell myself out because fake reality tv sells
oscar winning performance for a potrayal of a person who cares
i'm an asshole off of god's camera incase you weren't aware
i'll caress your pain, and shed tears on cue
i'll lie to both of us at the same time and swear to god its true
only to find out at the end i really do love you
and right when i change you find out my past and hold it against me
can't get sympathy, but the soundtrack to my life just got nominated for a grammy
and in typical move fashion i get the girl back in the end
as the credits roll my love song begins playin
so when the awards roll around which show will i attend?
and i wonder if my oscar will be for ''the sappy love story'' or ''my nightmare just began''

wanna make it to a place where pain has an ending
if this is a movie please push stop so i don't have to go on acting
wanna be in a happy movie somethin like a sappy love story
but i keep getting pulled out of fantasy back to this reality tv


Crazed: ''so i got lucky award shows being held on diff nights
first night, september 9th, grammy for crazed name up in lights
star studded event, decked out in the latest gear even sprung for a gucchi vest
and i wasn't kidding bout star studded, looks like i reached in the sky and took a star and put it on my neckless
pimpin the scene walking backstage like my shit don't stink''

Todd: ''still stuck in character, my persona has taken over the way i think crazed this is my night my real name will be used, i'm todd thats what imma tell the news.... when the reporters yappin askin''

Reporters: ''how does it feel to be somebody?
you won everything you were up for including best artist at the grammys
not to mention you won best film at the acadamy a few nights later for the sappy love story''

Crazed: ''ugh! you people don't care about my nightmares love prevails over all
well forget all ya'll cus love wasn't meant for me and yes this is crazed talking to ya'll''

Reporters: ''uh oh todd is having a breakdown, keep the cameras rolling, maybe he's a passing trend afterall''

Crazed: ''you want reality? i'll show you a *surreal life* and blur your reality
this is the *real world*, and i'm a *suvivor* even though i'm told i got *big brother* god watching me

Todd: ''want me to boost your ratings? well here goes nothing....
whacha waiting for i said ''nothing'', and this show has giving me the same thing
you feed me plots that only suit crazed and make me have to keep todd locked in''

Crazed: ''clip loadin cus it seems like ya'll want lights camera action
wait fuck this i don't like this situation''

Todd: ''my name is todd, crazed is just for music and movies
why dosen't anyone give a fuck about todd and only want c-r-a-z-e-d?
nobody cares about the real me and that ain't pretend...
JUST KIDDIN! oscar night and i just won for best drama damn i'm great at actin
then i wake up and find out that this movie is reality and my nightmare just began
now please i'm begging you too roll credits till it says the end''

wanna make it to a place where pain has an ending
if this is a movie please push stop so i don't have to go on acting
wanna be in a happy movie somethin like a sappy love story
but i keep getting pulled out of fantasy back to this reality tv