Curled up in a ball,
the pain so intense.
It rocks my body.
Lost inside like a ship in a stormy sea,
Eyes down, tear streaming.
No comfort found No answers to my questions
They only echo in my head.
The burden so heavy,
Shoulders slumped against the weight of it.
No warmth on the coldest nights.
No one to watch as the dusk turns to dawn.
No one to share the burden with.
Hearing every nasty remark,
Over and over like rain on the roof.
Embedded in my mind
The never ending story.
Whys and reasons
No matter now
Pain caused, bruises there in minds eye
Though faded by light of day.
No forgiveness to be given and
Never forgotten.
Destroyed by anger
Never to be back
Can not relive the past
Lesson's learned in anger
Destructive side of Love
