an odd place to be
an odd frame of mind
neither happy
nor sad
just here
healing yet again...
i somehow torture myself
with demons of self doubt
perhaps some guilt, and hatred too
I don't act like people expect
I will walk away then rather deal with pain
or rejection...
i am shy and oldfashion...
and i will not fight for something or someone
that was never mine to begin with...
i don't ask for much
just respect and friendship
but usually that is too much
in this world of selfishness
and egos
no time to play games with you
for i have one child to entertain
i do not need two
i am too easy-going to play games like that
anyway
too much work and i have better things to do