I meant nothing to you. You played around, tickled and teased me. Gave me soft kisses here and there. Held my hand when we walked and pulled me close to you. I aroused you so easily. You whispered those sweet lies in my ear. Told me you liked me and that you love looking into my eyes. Such beautiful eyes I have you said.
Three weeks later what ever did happen to what's his name? I meant nothing to you. Four men later, hell I meant nothing to them either. Where is that guy who said he liked me? I was just a f**k to him. An easy lay he knew he'd get. So easy from the stupid girl that I am.
I did mean nothing to you, and you and even you. But that one that I mean the world to gets hurt in the process. All he ever wanted was for me to be in his arms every night. To lay with him in bed, and live forever with. Why haven't I done that yet you ask? Because I'm scared that when I give in, I will mean nothing to him...
