ok so i updated my whole profile just now and i really didnt want to kill the cool stuff i had to say in it so im just leaving it in this blog lol
It really is possible to find love, you just don't have to find it when begging for sex!
To attract love, one must be open to receive it.
Love, Now that is an over statement. I've met a lot of interesting people in my life. Married one and almost married another. I'm not saying that there isn't a man out there for me, I'm sure there is. I'm also not going to say "oh i haven't found him yet." True, he has not found me yet lol. Although I am getting older, I do have time and patience. It'll happen when it's supposed to.
I'm single again, and for the first time pretty much since I was 19. I want to live. I want to enjoy my life. I definately know that my happy ass will settle down one day, but whenever that day comes, he had better be worth it! I know that I am!!
I know this is going to sound stupid, but I'm really not here to meet you and fuck you. Sorry. I don't have nude pics up because I don't want to degrade myself. Your cock is hot I'm sure but hell, I'm not interested. The man who will win my heart will not want to fuck me when we first meet AND not use the bullshit excuse "it just happend." If I can hold out, you can hold out too! I mean if you feel something, then it's worth waiting for. Believe me, it is LOL wink wink.
I have many love scars burried deep within. I have pieces of my heart that has not been bruised. I've had two failed relationships and I wont bring baggage to my next one; just lessons learned from the previous two. Especially my most recent one. Let me get this out so you wont have to hear it later: i was completely in love with my ex boyfriend kenny. i do believe he was the love of my life, but hell i am 26 years old, i still have more life to live... I've learned more from him and that relationship than from pretty much my marriage of so many years LOL.
For all of you men who are interested only because you think I'm sexy. I wear a size 14/16. That's the smallest size my store makes and I'm damn proud of it. I used to weigh 75 pounds heavier than I do now, and wore a size 24 at my biggest. I've become an independant girl since my divorce and have worked my ass off to get to my size now, and where i am now. So you see fat, I see accomplishment! Thanks! If you are really that shallow because i have extra pounds on me, i'm sure there are some skinny whores around here that would be more than happy to pretend to like you for you. If you are interested, just ask about anything else.
I work part time at a clothes store but with full time hours. Go figure haha. I do speak my mind, this is something i've recently learned how to do. I no longer subjegate myself for any man. I'm sure when i do fall in love, i will with a man who wants a partner and a lover, and not some whore housewife he can keep bottled up from the world. If I do ever settle into that relationship, I go at it 100%. I work at relationships, I just don't expect a man to love me and that's it. Anyway I'm droning on and on lol. Enjoy your visit! Hope you like the pics!! and if you solely judge me by them, lol then you are in for a real surprise LOL ENJOY!!
