FUBAR FRIENDS!!!
MY FRIENDS!!!
Sexy woman, beautiful ladies, hotties of fubar. There are so many woman here that just blow peoples minds. They are perfect looking. Some guys you are so scared.. Scared to say hi. Scared of rejection. Ya some women on here like out there in real life can be so mean.. Men can be just as mean but unless you try and speak to someone you really don't know who they are on the inside. A woman just like a man can look so perfect on the outside that one just assumes their life is perfect. so many times I get people saying I wish I was you. You must have the perfect life. Little do they know. Its quite opposite.. My hearts been torn out its been broken and I am the only one to blame for that.. I saw what little good there was in a person and overlooking all the bad that everyone else saw.. I didn't judge him for his looks. (quite ugly he is in fact) I didn't judge him for his money, (very broke penniless I might add), I didn't judge him for his past, (ex felon and several DUI's) I just saw him as the person that was in front of me. What I thought was perhaps a misunderstood person that no one gave a chance to.. I wasn't trying to fix him. I was trying so show this person that you don't have to be perfect to be loved. In the process of letting him into my life I fell in love.. I feel in love with the person he showed me and not the person he really was.. He wasn't misunderstood. Everyone had his number.. I was the fool that didn't see this and I got taken for a ride.. My heart got torn out and I am the only one to blame for this.. I do hold myself fully responsible but during this ride I lost part of who I was. I began to believe the things this person was telling me.. My self worth became shit. Again I am only to blame..
I'm not trying to blow my own horn here in saying this but I know I'm not the ugliest person to walk the street. I do know in fact that many people skip over me judging me first thinking I would be a snob or mean. I just want to say Thank you to everyone out there that took the time to know me in stead of judging me for what I looked like on the outside.. Whatever each saw. I have had a very long hard ride one in which has left me not feeling that great about myself.. I let someone in my heart that was not worthy enough to be there. Many of you told me a 1,000 times to drop this loser but when your in love you have a hard time letting go.. There comes a time when you have to start loving yourself and do whats best for you even if whats best for you ends up breaking your own heart.. Mines pretty broken right now..
I don't need to be the best one or the prettiest one or the most popular, thats never been my goal. What my goal has always been is to meet and make friends and try and help as many people as I can and just try and not to get hurt..
I went out with someone last night for the first time. Lord is his name.. In doing this I learned or was just reminded that I'm not the piece of trash that one person had me thinking maybe I was.. I have to say that each and every little thing you all do on here as little as it may seem to you can be the biggest thing to someone else.. Thats why I'm always trying to help other people on here.. You just never know who's path your going to cross that really needed to feel special that day..
I have more friends on here then I could have ever dreamed would be possible for anyone to have.. I am so very lucky.. I depend on each of you.. I just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart. I have made it through so much and I made it because of the love you guys show me each day.. ( I don't mean rates even though my god level me plz lol) I mean just by the simple hellos and Hi's I get in my shout box.. I love you all so much and thank you for sharing part of your lives with me..
Keep paying the love forward to as many people as you can. You never know who out there is starving inside for just a simple hug.
On her way to work one morning
Down the path along side the lake
A tender hearted woman saw a poor half frozen snake
His pretty colored skin had been all frosted with the dew
"Oh well," she cried, "I'll take you in and I'll take care of you"
"Take me in oh tender woman
Take me in, for heaven's sake
Take me in oh tender woman," sighed the snake
She wrapped him up all cozy in a curvature of silk
And then laid him by the fireside with some honey and some milk
Now she hurried home from work that night as soon as she arrived
She found that pretty snake she'd taking in had been revived
"Take me in, oh tender woman
Take me in, for heaven's sake
Take me in oh tender woman," sighed the snake
Now she clutched him to her bosom, "You're so beautiful," she cried
"But if I hadn't brought you in by now you might have died"
Now she stroked his pretty skin and then she kissed and held him tight
But instead of saying thanks, that snake gave her a vicious bite
"Take me in, oh tender woman
Take me in, for heaven's sake
Take me in oh tender woman," sighed the snake
"I saved you," cried that woman
"And you've bit me even, why?
You know your bite is poisonous and now I'm going to die"
"Oh shut up, silly woman," said the reptile with a grin
"You knew damn well I was a snake before you took me in
"Take me in, oh tender woman
Take me in, for heaven's sake
Take me in oh tender woman," sighed the snake
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