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I write these things to find out how universal my problems really are.
Have you ever given someone every chance....2 or 3 or 4 and every time they swear it'll be different but it lasts about 2 weeks then they just go back to doing whatever they want? To know in your heart, that it's your fault because you surrounded yourself with easy people only to realize why? An entire headlong generation of bummers and jokers. To wonder why you try? If it was easy to make friends chances are it's going to be even easier to stop being friends. Trudging on day after day hoping they surprise but they don't?
Ever felt that way?
Apparently it's called Family.
I won't get what I want, I'll have to put up with constant volley of stupid, and then pay them for the priveledge.
Sometimes I wonder why I can't just meet a nice, well rounded, nymphomaniac with no family, who doesn't wanna work, whose doesn't want children or a house or a fancy car, Who is content to be content, who appreciates romantic gestures but understands that they are just gestures. I don't have to worry about her running around on me, who smokes, but doesn't drink or pop pills. I'm just sick of it. Why is it that there's only a girl out there for you if you want to marry her and have kids?
Ok, at the risk of sounding rude, I absolutely hate Christmas because I hate most of my family, their loud, rude, ungrateful, fat, undisciplined, loudmouth, opinionated, under-educated, group of surrealistic asshole I have ever met. I get sick of year after year, being bugged about what I want and then telling someone what I want but not getting it, You know what I want, I want to sleep all day, I want a carton of my brand of cigarettes, a bottle of Johnny Walker Blue Label, and a blowjob. after that leave me alone. until t's time to eat.
The question on everyone's lips is why? and the answer is simple, why not? Do what you like meanwhile charge headlong into a minefield, of well persacution, yet undeserving insignificant little pricks with no self-discipline or work ethic roam free while their younger counterparts grow up fast in a combat zone in a part of the world we shouldn't give a shit about. How is it?, that a person who won't work at nothing is lazy but a person who works at nothing isn't stupid? How is that drunk driving conclusively kills more people every year than smoking, yet cigarettes are taxed at quadruple the rate of alcohol? No babies are born with fetal-Nicotine syndrome, No one has ever smoked up and then beat their wife. How is it that Heroine grown in a field is illegal but heroine synthesized and tabulated in a lab isn't?
1. All that she want's is another baby
2.Rythym is a dancer apparently
3. Captain Jack will get me high but only tonight
4. Every bad thing in life is because I got high.
5. Britney Spears is still looking for Amy
6. I am a Barbie girl
7.Sometimes you get knocked down, but you get up again, they will never keep you down.
My wife and I are in the process of purchasing our first home. Meanwhile, we're living with my parents. It's not as bad as it sounds. The bad part is that we';re buying a house 2 doors down from them on a go-between street that is nearly all family, my mother's side. I of course have my own concerns, When I was growing up I went to private school, so all my friends lived in different towns, all I had in companionship was my family. All my friends were my cousins and 2nd cousins. I don't want my kid growing up like that. You see my parents have, what I like to call a false sense of entitlement. Meaning they think they are better equipped to raise my kid than me, and Your kid is 26 living with his parents with his wife and child, How the hell can you possibly think your better suited to raise her than me? I'm sure that when she grows up she will have the same disdain for us that I do for my parents, and that doesn't bother me, what bothers me most is "What if she doesn't?"
I know that sounds odd, but what if she moves on the block too, What if she Marries a non- blood related version of me? What if she has no ambition or desire to leave the street, or the town, or even the state. When I went out to find a wife, I went looking for the thing furthest from anything resembling my mother. But what if the proximity ruins her? What if she is *gasp* one of these "Family Oriented" people? You get married to get away from your parents and become one yourself, it's unatural to live with or next door to your parents, even the same block is iffy.
It probably sounds like a stupid thing to worry about to most, but I despise my family for their false sense of entitlements, and their false ideology of what family is or how family should behave. And as odd as it sounds, I want my kid to do the same, and learn of the world for herself not hide behind family and miss everything. She needs to be independant for awhile anyway. Mom and Dad will always be here, but that doesn't mean you should too.
