You know, the one thing that REALLY hurts me is the fact that he doesn't call to check on our little man and see if he is okay. Tonight, he is out at a bar with no concern that his son needs diapers....knowing I have no money to go get them. He surely is not the person I thought he was. No concern about US (me and my kids and my mother that I was supporting) gets thrown out on the street, yet whenever I have suggested leaving this state, he threatens me with court. I don't have family to help me or go to so what the HECK does he expect me to do? My nerves are so shot right now, not sure how much more I can take. May God hold us in his grace and mercy.
