Why, FUCKING Why?!
did you want to see me bleed more
lay more lowly
than i did when you showed up
did you want to see more tears
more heartbreak
more agony
more fear and distrust
was i a clever experiment
to see if you could break the broken
was i a hole and a heartbeat
did you want to take all that was left
and throw it away
because i would have given it all for your smile
if you had only asked