Swoop's blog: "Newer Junk"

i'm so sorry i couldn't be as amazing as you expect me to be

...that after these years have worn me down I have finally buckled

i'm so sorry that my morals passed away

i think this is the way it was always going to end up

thinking thinking thinking

trying to understand what's going on

as i bounce around in my own head like a rubber ball

and what's left of me melts away

i hope our friendship isn't drowned in sorrow

this is not what i wanted

i'm so sorry.