Heros are fools thats a deturmination others will make in hine sight.. but by being here now we make that deturmination for ourselves.. and its neither.
How do you know what others feel? I see the laughter and the tears and you know... But we arent suppost to feel and that entire time you stand in that uniform you cant get that time back in a day... Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be honestly loved?
I try not to think about what never was... I know we arent children and i know we fight and die ... Life takers and heart breakers, And theres only one thing you need to know....
Anything thats ever been learned or discovered in all the centures of life on earth means nothing right now. No one can tell you what to be pre-paired for, your enemy has a dark blood thursty heart assume everything is dangerous ... if in doubt kill.
Look around you though defeat is on every face, fear and surrender is on everyones mind at home. the secritary general is ready to give in... I'm not, It's a suicide mission if we do it ... its mass suicide if we don't do it... and lets face it we all join because we wanted to be life takers and heart breakers... everyones different from each other , everyone has their reasons, no one pines away for their girlfriends...Everyones got it in them, they become our faith because its what we feel is right.
Every time there are the nebies we stand there and say oh look new meat..look at them they got no idea, they look so young.. did we ever look that young? we must of that thousand mile stair.
yeah look at the way their lookin at us, like we know something they dont. And then when either one either yourself or your friend get hit...you always say... No should not of been you.. shouldnt be me... but it is.
At least you'll be going home.
