SEXYTEXY's blog: "Alcoholism"

Did you ever love someone
and know they didnt care?
Did you ever feel like crying
knowing it would get you no where?
Did you ever look into someones
eyes and say a lil prayer?
Did you ever look into someones heart
wishing you were there?
Did you ever watch someone walk away,
not wanting them to go?
Did you whisper,
"God I love you" but never letting them know?
You cry at night in misery
and almost go insane.
Nothing in this world causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think I'd rather die.
Love hurts and the price
u pay is high.
So I say, "dont fall in love"
it'll hurt before its through,
you see my friend, I ought to know......
because I fell in love with you.

Eventually you'll meet someone right for you.
And whether you share a minute, a month,
or a lifetime with them is uncertain.
But the fact that you found that person,
even if for a moment,
means more than the lifespan life
allows you to have with them.

Most people love you for who you pretend to be...
to keep their love,
you keep pretending performing.
You get to love your pretense...
it's true, we're locked in an image, an act.
And, the sad thing is,
people get so used to their image
- they grow attached to their masks.
They love their chains.
They forget all about who they really are.
And, if you try to remind them,
they hate you for it.
They feel like you're trying to
steal their most precious possession

There will come a time in your life
when you'll find someone
who makes you go crazy.
You'll fall in love with everything about them,
the way they're eyes smile even when they're upset,
the way their hairs always a little messy no matter what happens,
the way they look cute in anything...or nothing...
the way they make you laugh when you want to cry,
but most of all the way they make you want to kiss them
so bad that the only thing stopping
you is that person holding their hand...