Things are looking up for me. I am finally getting on my feet and not looking back to my past. I have met someone very special to me and he has become a big part of my life as well as to the life of the child that I am pregnant with. By the way things feel during my pregnancy so far. I feel as if I am having a gurl. I really dont care as long as the baby is healthy. But Matt and I have become one and we are in the process of getting things together for a native american traditional wedding ceremony. We are both nervous but are serious about it. I am so happy now that he is a part of my life. He also plans to step up and be aprt of the child's life as the dad or father figure to the child. No matter what we are still going to be together and nothing is going to change that. I was also granted my benefits for my disability. That begins at the end of this month and after my attorney's fees are paid I will be getting my backpay as well. I am so happy that things are finally falling into place for me.
