Life has not been easy in any way because I am trying to sort out my life and be happy with whoever I may choose to be with. It has been to the point that i just want to disappear from everyone I know and start somewhere else where no-one knows me at all. I just cant deal with anymore drama nor stres in my life or its gonna end up killing me somehow. Hopefully the God and Goddess help me to sort things out before its too late!