Things hasnt been easy for me to deal with this week after just miscarrying on Monday morning after Mission Hospital released me the night before and them knowing what was going on. But they are going to pay in many ways. I plan to file a medical malpractice lawsuit against Mission and will somehow win my case for their neglegence. But on another note, MAtt and I are doing well together and are engaged now.Its like I have found the one for so long been searching for, but only time trully can tell the future. Today I plan to just enjoy my day and spoil myself a little after the pain I have gone through. Trying to get my mind off of things is the best for me instead of keep on thinking about it. So we are going to be busy with some planning and stuff!