Life hasnt been so easy for me and I know that its not going to get any better. I just want to live out my life with a person who understands me and can feel the emtions that I go through. I try so hard to fit in but then it blows up in my face and I get knocked down. I have worked so hard i n life to just survive that I have about given up on ever finding love or anything to that nature. I might as well live life alone and deal with my issues by myself as always in the past. I trully have no one to be there that I can trust or anything. I always get stabbed in the back!
