I wasn't sure how I would feel today. I knew it was coming...and I was trying not to think about it. Deal with it when it comes, right? Now its here. I'm looking back over the last 8 years...and I am at a loss as to why we were together so long. I figured out about two years in that he could care less about me. Two years later, I knew he hated me. I knew it was over the last time I got pregnant. Even though we knew we wanted another kid, he acted like I trapped him. He was gone before she was a year old. That he never connected with his daughter truly breaks my heart. Why did I spend so much time with such a selfish person? More importantly, how do I make sure I never do it again?
Needing love today...if you can spare it. Thanks everybody.
