The endless times I've cried,
have left my eyes burning.
Emotions roll over me,
as the waves of the sea churning.
I don't know how I struggle each day,
trying to find the words to say.
My heart has a hole that widens everyday,
trying to mend and heal in it's own special way.
I toss and I turn with nightmares of you,
re-living the moments that have hurt me so deep.
I am searching for someone to comfort and hold,
rocking me gently into that peaceful sleep.
I thought I had found love within you,but all you care about dies within your touch.
Only you have hurt me in ways unknown,
causing me to shatter and bleed so much.
I don't think that love should hurt,
it's meant to be shared and treasured inside.
What you've shown to me makes me so scared,
to try to find it again or just run and hide.
Maybe one more time,
I'll give it a chance.
This time around though,
I will refuse to dance.
