Well its obvious mom was doing very bad this month, Friday she got very bad off and it was crazy, i had to stay by her most the night and Saturday They put my mom Rockdale hospital. I got done with the roofing and siding job i was doing, didnt make enough for any of my bills but oh well, Today i went and visited my mom in the hopsital, She was doing a little better, but anyways they told me she had a absus in her right lung that was horrible, they need to take her right lung out to fix it, but with her being a cancer patient the hospital wouldnt approve it, because shes gonna die anyway, so she'll be coming home tomorrow or the day after with stuff they will put her on to try to help it. So im home tonight. And i was wondering, i know people being nice wouldnt tell me even if it was true, but I think somethings wrong with me...My BF wont let me near him, or even attempt to do anything sexual, whats wrong with me? Someone tell me, i cant take this.
