Well, theres no one in the world that knows me better than my girl Danielle that i grew up with. We're closer than anyone could be, Lovers couldnt get this close, Shes honestly my other half. Her fiance was killed recently and her adopted child was snatched from her by the original mother for his insurance money. Looks like shes finaly gonna be a mommy again, its not for sure yet, but we're both pretty certain. She asked me to be a second mommy today, to complete her family. I'm so happy, I can't wait and i hope its a girl like haven was.
I have everyone I love around me, it finaly feels like things are coming together.
This year started out horrible, I've lost alot of my friends and family to death and started to rethink my phylosophy on everything bad that happens, just leads to something better. But I'm starting to not worry anymore. I cant wait to give this baby all my love and it will also save danielle from drinking herself to death.
I cant replace the man she loved, and I have the one I love. This wont be that kinda relationship, but its true no one can come close to what we have, and Now i'll get to play the roll of a mommy and show someone unconditional love and protection that I miss from my mom, The pain is still breath catching but maybe I can get back some of those feelings.
I just havnt decided if this will require me getting that other nurve medication even more, or maybe keep me from having to get on it at all. Either way I'm happy, I'm so happy i could cry. you would think i was the one having it by the way im acting.
I LOVE YOU DANIELLE MORE THAN THE WORLD!
You, Brandy, Bry, David, Mike, and well almost everyone, is my whole being for living.
