Things have been a bit rough lately. I really hadnt been able to eat a regular meal without feeling sick to my stomach or even throwing up! I am beginning to wonder if I aint pregnant but I will find out today when I go to the doctor about it! I am somewhat hoping that I maybe but I aint holding my breath. Tomorrow I go to legal Aide to file my divorce papers from James, so its gonna be very stressful for me! But I pray that my test comes back negative today. Granted I would love to be having a child but I am scared after the lose of my third one during the preganancy at 5 months along into it! But only time can tell what will happen for me!
