The night that night was very dark. There were no stars in the sky. Just darkness everywhere. I sit in my room with candles glowing. Wondering where you are. I feel a cold chill run up and down my spine. Wanting you are there next to me but, knowing I can't have you til you are ready.
I start to take a walk. Watching, listening, thinking. and wishing that you were there with me. I am so tired of being alone and wondering when I will find you. So I just keep walking and looking. I go back to my room feeling better from the walk but, knowing that when it is my time you will find me and come to me.
I know what I want but, knowing and getting is two different things. So I sit here alone knowing that tomorrow will come and one you will be that tomorrow.
You have to follow your heart. No matter where it takes you. Taking one day at a time guarding who and what you are. Til that time when you come to me and accept me for who I am.
