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I have been doing some thinking about people that I have met in my life. I wonder why I'm never good enough. You meet someone and you have hopes, dreams, and wishes about them. You act yourself and they say that is enough. They tell you that you are pretty, sexy, and all those things that we all long to hear. Then one day you find out that it is was never true. However, they don't tell you. They let you go on believing that everything is fine. That you are what they are looking for. However, you know that it isn't true. You ask why? If it was something that you might have done, when did things change, and why won't you talk to about it. We all have been hurt in one way or another. We really hope the next time our hearts won't get hurt, bruised or even broken. But, there are some people out there that I believe enjoy hurting others. Why can't people be honest? Why can't people say what they mean and mean what they say. There are some people out there that have very big hearts. They take things said very personally. They believe that others are being honest. However, in the end they find out it is all a lie. So again you sit and wonder Why am I not good enough? At times I sit here and think that I would be better off alone. But, the only problem is I don't want to be alone. I do want someone that says what they mean and mean what they say. That I am good enough for them. That they would be very happy walking through life with me. But, in the end I sit here wondering WHY?
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