I guess there comes a time in any realtionship, wether it be in real life or an online (see how it works) relationship were, if it does not seem to be either going anywhere orjust seeems to be breaking down around you, you have to finally let go......... well I have,regardless if it is what I want or not.......common sense has to kick in and when the other person says to you its time to let go then you know that it is.......so I have.....with a very heavy heart I have just said goodbye to the one person I can truely say I really loved anywhere......I doubt wether she will get to read this......who knows but it gets to the point where the pain and heartache gets just too much...knowing just how you feel and knowing that you want that person so bad that even that hurts too.......time will heal.....the pain will stop...the tears will dry.... but the memory will still remain of just how special she was to me.......
To that person..should you read this by some small miricle......take care...good luck and I hopeyou really do find the one who can give you all that you want, need and desire............
Good Bye Baby