I sometimes wonder just how many feelings we go through in just one day.
So many fellings that never go away, this rollercoaster called life can deal so many feelings our way. The hurt and pain, will I ever love again.
Look there you are , please speak to me again,
any second now they will say hello,
why oh why did you have to go.
For just one moment to be alone,
Just us two, theres no one else at home,
rushing here, rushing there, no time to talk now,
Give me a while and then I will be free, then nothing.
Dejection, rejection,down into the depths I go once more.
Then there it is, hello how are you and how was your day,
all the hurt starts to go away.
How long will it be this time five minutes or will it be ten and then you will go once again.
Long days and longer nights til we speak again, or shall we just sit waiting......while else where the attention is grabbed, so much going on but nothing really matters.....game or real.. I look at you day after day waiting, watching, Hoping and praying that this will be the day...yet still nothing....... is it misguided, scared of inner feelings..of the rush, the speed..anguish and despare, antisipation and intrepidation surround yet still waiting and watching from a far....should I leave the door ajar or lock it as I leave!
