You get that feeling…deep inside…..that little knot in the pit of your stomach….that maybe just maybe something you once held very close and dear to you is slipping away gently and that possibly things will never be the same again no matter what you hope or wish for…
Like that sandcastle you built when you were little on the beach…it seemed to take you hours to get it just perfect and it made you feel so good inside and was the best thing in the whole wide world but then as the tide comes in, you hope and pray that it keeps away from your sandcastle, just so it stays perfect……but then the tide gets closer and closer until finally it starts to lap away at your castle…..and with each wave it slowly takes away a small part of the castle until finally it is washed away completely and the one thing you had that made you feel so good…….was gone!!