I am here again...
Looking at a pixilated screan.
I am alone and I feel so numb.
I don't feel like reaching out.
I just feel like being alone now.
I know I piss people off.
I can't help that.
I know I get to nosey.
I know I am selfish.
Thats why its better that I am alone.
as long as I can't hold on...
I can't make a prisoner out of anyone.
Yeah, I have issues.
but thats my problem now.
I don't like to share that much about myself.
I don't like to open up.
I don't like to feel vulnerable.
I say my past...
and its used as a weapon against me.
i'm no saint.
I have abandonment issues...
so what...
its my own fault.
I just have to be strong.
I can be alone.
I have been there more than once in my life.
So its nothing new...
Life keeps going...
and the world keeps spinning around...