DJ SinFulRedAngelAKAAngel Eyes Sarges Ba's blog: "Dreams"

When I was in my late teens to early twenties I always had these strange dreams that showed a dark shadowy figure in a black cloak haunting my dreams. He would always follow me around in the dream and appear at the worse times laughing at me and taunting me at the same time. I have not had those dreams of him in years until last night. Someone told me a long time ago that it was a forewarning of bad things to come and it usually was followed by a bad or life changing event. Why he would choose now to appear I do not know but it troubles me because that means something in my life has changed or is about to change. Well the dream of him last night was weird. It did not really make sense at all. Everything was all from my past but not my future or possible future. Everything that has ever happened bad in my life from my parents divorce at 6 yrs old to son going to juvenile hall was replayed. There were a few other things from recent events that were replayed also but for privacy reasons I will not state them. The figure was watching all the events replay and watching my pain. He was laughing at me the whole time. I could feel myself crying and hurt in the dream but I could not wake up. Just at the hardest point of the dream, I felt a soothing hand across my back and telling me it was OK. This seemed to calm and sooth me out of my distress. I do not know if this figure is angel, demon, incubus, succubus or other and I do not care. All I know is that I want him to stop haunting me. I am grateful for the soothing hand that gave me comfort in my time of need. I only hope that hand is always there to chase away my tears.