Whoever came up with that saying knew what the hell they were talking about...I'm sitting here with those words pounding in my head tonite...As I think about my daughter looking at me today and reminding me "You didn't leave dad when you found out he cheated, remember?"
Now I can be haunted by the decision as I watch my baby girl, 7 months pregnant, trying to do the right thing...Keeping her baby, planning to raise it, finish high school, and stay with the MFKN asshole that cheated on her while she's pregnant with his baby...
How the hell do you tell her that it's over? Once they've cheated, your relationship is destroyed...It's never gonna be the same...And the baby isn't even here yet...The joy of this baby's birth is marred by the infidelity of a young punk who has no clue what love is...And most likely my daughter doesn't either at her age...But to think that he could do this to my baby girl makes me sick...And to think she is using me as an example of the right decision to make...
My God why the hell did I ever try to make it work? Why did I stay with a man who cheated after 13 yrs? Only to watch my daughter do the same thing later? In my heart I know this will never work...And the pain she is in now makes me want to hurt someone, anyone if only it would take it away...And nothing ever will...That I know without a doubt.