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Tired of being the strong one...and never having to have anyone to hold me and tell me things will be ok...tired of having to be the one to support this family by myself...and having an ex who won't do what he promised to help...tired of being the built in maid and chauffer...and having no one else to turn to when i can't be two places at once...tired of everyone else's stress being my stress...and having no one to take just a little bit of mine away...tired of always being the peacemaker...and never having any peace of my own...tired of being alone...tired of staying up until i can't see straight every nite just because i'm avoiding sleeping in my own bed...tired of not having another adult in the house to talk to...turn to and say help me...hold me...love me...tired of pretending that i still don't love my ex even tho i hate what he did...and thinking maybe the time has come to say the hell with it...go back and beg him to come home...even if it means sharing him with another woman...and being miserable for the rest of my life...who am i kidding? there's no one out there for me...
