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Everyday I heard this kid talking about his suicide
But no one thought of the day when he took his life at night
It didn't make sense to me and the family
Why would he cause such a horrific tragedy
Was it cause he hated everybody that he knew
Is this the reason that it made his plan brew
I wanted to know why my brother slit his wrist
Was it for the fact that he was constantly pissed
I'll tell you why I'm dead but you might not like the reason
Everybody whipped my ass just like I did some treason
Never through these years
Would I break down and shed my tears
I'd stand so strong and try to win but that never dawned
With affection what should be my response
But still I could never figure out what I did wrong
I was getting altered by my suicidal notions
You could dig down to my real bad emotions
Finally one day I ended it with a blade
As it cut my throat with a real fast motion
As the blood hit the wall oh so quickly
The voice I heard was sickly
Could this be the end of the life that I hated
Hitting the floor I no longer debated, but laid there and waited
Was it the thing that my life was truly faded
Hopefully it was cause my throat was just equated
My hearts black and it's full of pain
The sun shine down but the world's still grey
Lost everything that I once had inside
Just an empty shell cause my mind done died
I sink further down in my hole everyday
I hide from the world cause I've got nothing left to say
The soul without a voice, the man without a face
Can you free me from these chains and take me out this place
I opened up my window and the wall turned grey
My parents are away and my anger is today
I found myself alone in a cold dark room
While thinking to myself that I'll never leave the room
No time for drama cause my veins are so dry
Confessions fall apart so I sleep until the day I die
But eventual like the day all the kids are playing ball
Just want to walk over there, kill them all
But they never saw the personality that I had
And they never want a best friend, too bad
My name is Anthony my feelings are insinc with me
I rape just for hype but my hate is the entirety
Caught in this world the only way that I'm in my zone
Rapping about these troubles is what I do with microphone
That's the only way that you'll listen to my heartache
And I wasn't a mistake and I'm never gonna break
But true feelings that I have for all these people
Cause they never saw me coming and I wasn't even equal
Cause I lied about the truth and I did it so long
And I wait for you to say hey, just wrong
But the sun never shining in the clear blue skies
And I haven't been yours since I was baptized
But I won't come again
And I'll never see time again, I'll never be alright again
My hearts black and it's full of pain
The sun shine down but the world's still grey
Lost everything that I once had inside
Just an empty shell cause my mind done died
I sink further down in my hole everyday
I hide from the world cause I've got nothing left to say
The soul without a voice, the man without a face
Can you free me from these chains and take me out this place
Sometimes I get so stressed I want to take my final breath
And I can't find faith in God so I found faith in death
If I could turn back the hands of time I wouldn't
God hates me anyways so I took the trigger and I pull it
And now I'm dead with a bullet in my head
In a deep sleep I creep as my vision turns red
Instead of coping with my problems let the millimeter solve 'em
I guess this is goodbye, hope this helps you through your problem
I was a hero to a few kids out there
Understand disciples that my music's always right there
And if you join me then I'll see you on the otherside
In the flame we'll reside, we'll dance with the Devil in the moonlight
I did stuff and I hope you know I understand it
I have no faith in God cause I lost it all, God Dammit
And now I'm Hell bound to burn for eternity
The voices keep assuring me, I'll see you all eventually
My hearts black and it's full of pain
The sun shine down but the world's still grey
Lost everything that I once had inside
Just an empty shell cause my mind done died
I sink further down in my hole everyday
I hide from the world cause I've got nothing left to say
The soul without a voice, the man without a face
Can you free me from these chains and take me out this place
