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What are you waiting for?
I can't describe my condition but it ain't good
I'm sitting in my kitchen bleeding from the wrist I took a fuckin' shank to it
Not to mention I just drank a case of brake fluid
Satan made me do it
He told me he don't like the way I celebrate this day it's offensive
And now he has to teach me a lesson
He said he hates presents
He says the presents just acknowledge the presence of the man who signed his death sentence
And I'm a peasant in his eyes so why is he a king
The Devil told me if I died I'd have everything
No more waiting for December 25th to receive a gift
He said that with me in Hell would be a perfect fit
I perforated my wrist with a serrated blade
He said I had to do it on Christmas to seal my fate
And if I misbehaved he'd have to take my family too
They're sleeping in the other room, I hope they wake and thank me soon
I can't stand my life no more
Brains and guts all over the floor
Lost my soul and lost my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
I can't stand my life no more
Pools of blood all over the floor
Miss my kids and miss my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
It's Christmas morning and I'm all alone
Nobody knows I exist so I get the bone
My kids don't love me they want me dead
The ex-hoe is gone in someone elses bed
I just want to kill the bitch so I can die
Triple murder with my own suicide
Can you feel the pain that's deep inside
I'm on my final journey, on my final ride
My vein's are waiting to be released
My heart is waiting to be deceased
Presents under the tree now covered in blood
Brains turned to mush like a puddle of mud
I lay me down for my final nap
I'm just sick of life, I can't take this crap
As I write my letter I bleed and I cough
The only thing that it reads to all just fuck off
I can't stand my life no more
Brains and guts all over the floor
Lost my soul and lost my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
I can't stand my life no more
Pools of blood all over the floor
Miss my kids and miss my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
I put my children off to bed with happy visions in their head
And make sure all their tiny feet were tucked in
Now I'm reaching for the bullets and the trigger gonna pull it
Once the barrel of it hits my chin
I don't expect you'll understand it as you're cry and ask yourself
Why'd my daddy have to do this this way
And as the years pass by I know you may forget about me
But you'll all remember Christmas day
I'm a scream like a fuckin' Cherokee to the sky
When my chi exit through the fire out of my eye
It's the time of the year that I truly despise
And the kind of despair that I bury inside
I wrapped you a gift with strips of my heart
When you laughed at and dissed it and tore me apart
The best thing that you gave me was peace of the grave
When your soul cuts loose I'm a make it my slave
I can't stand my life no more
Brains and guts all over the floor
Lost my soul and lost my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
I can't stand my life no more
Pools of blood all over the floor
Miss my kids and miss my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
I can't stand my life no more
Brains and guts all over the floor
Lost my soul and lost my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
I can't stand my life no more
Pools of blood all over the floor
Miss my kids and miss my wife
Fuck everybody I'm taking my life
