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Ode To My Father

Why do you hate me father tell me whyy
Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes
Father should I take my life and die
Why do you hate father me tell me whyy
Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes
Father should I take my life and die

What did I do to deserve all the pain
All the things that go wrong I get all the blame
Everytime we fight it makes me go insane
Your words whip me like the end of a chain
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know why I feel this way
Everything that you say
And everything that you do
It makes me weak and sick just like the flu
Who knew about the abuse you put me through
Drowning my emotions until my mind grew
My life is no fun, it's turned into a chore
I'm crying with a roar and my throat becomes sore
I'm doing what I'm told and I'm feeling like a whore
When I look into your eyes all I see is your anger
Telling me to die like I was a stranger
Or maybe you should have killed me in the manger

Why do you hate me father tell me whyy
Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes
Father should I take my life and die
Why do you hate me father tell me whyy
Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes
Father should I take my life and die

I'm standing on the ladder with a rope around my throat
There's no need to cry or write my feelings on a note
I took the pole on my life and lost that vote
If I take one step my body will float
I'm crying in fear and my body starts to shake
I wish somebody was here just for my sake
I'm walking off the ladder I feel the rope break
My body starts to wake and shudder in that pain
The thoughts of hate and anger that shoot through my brain
Wishing I had never went against the grain
I want to be loved just like my older brother
I feel the guilt begin as the tears begin to smother
I'm crying in my head I want to hug my mother
I'm always reguarded as the other
Tell me why I'm hated please tell me father

Why do you hate me father tell me whyy
Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes
Father should I take my life and die
Why do you hate me father tell me whyy
Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes
Father should I take my life and die

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