The Southern Devil The Only King of The's blog: "Depression"

I got myself a little story to tell
About me and my ex-girlfriend Michelle
Now some days were heaven and the rest were hell
And all the fights where we would both scream and yell
So Imma let out my side of the story
No fiction just facts all happy and gory
Some nights we would kick back laugh and get horny
We would fuck till we both collapsed passed out till the morning sun came up
But what the fuck some nights we would fight over God knows what
No matter how hot our temperatures reached
We always seemed to make up before we went to sleep
But I would dream of days where we wouldn't need to scream
Apologize after but every fight it seems to hard to reach
Please about to cry and drop down to my knees
I plead to God please stop this is it her or me

I said I loved you but now that's a loss
The desire and fire is smothered by the frost
Of your evil and cold and disgusting heart
Leave me alone and I'll leave you to rot

It never mattered what I told her when her mind was made up
That was it, case closed and bolted fuckin' shut
When we first started talking I was kind of a slut
But I changed for her, all those ties I just cut
I wanted to be with her that much but something was fucked
I asked her to change for me but that was askin' too much
She would start fights over things I couldn't imagine
I'd sit back and ask what the fuck just happened
But I couldn't turn away something kept me right there
Sit and staring at her face through this fuckin' nightmare
And it never got better it just always got worse
It was only just a little screamin' and pushin' at first
But then she started slap me in the face
Thought of her son, the fuckin' situation just changed
I was brought face to face with a rage I have never had tasted
I put my hands out of the ways I vowed never to place them

I said I loved you but now that's a loss
The desire and fire is smothered by the frost
Of your evil and cold and disgusting heart
Leave me alone and I'll leave you to rot

You want to leave me since this life is so fuckin' pathetic
And don't even turn to Sister Margret or Derrick
I wanted to be friends I didn't want it to come to this
I didn't want to have to spit about how fucked our relationship is
Or should I say was
Cause you're ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Just brush you off of my shoulders and keep going
I didn't know you were so fuckin' crazy well maybe I did
But I was hopin' it was just a faze
But everyday you never seize to amaze
But those days are gone long lost in a haze
Buried back in the furthest part of my brain
Cause I'm straight with all your stupid fuckin' bullshit
Leave your fuckin' comments I know can't control it
You're a little kid at heart that never grew up
Twenty eight years old and you're just a fuckin' screw up

I said I loved you but now that's a loss
The desire and fire is smothered by the frost
Of your evil and cold and disgusting heart
Leave me alone and I'll leave you to rot
I said I loved you but now that's a loss
The desire and fire is smothered by the frost
Of your evil and cold and disgusting heart
Leave me alone and I'll leave you to rot