The Southern Devil The Only King of The's blog: "Depression"

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine

We were so close now so far away
And I wish I could say all the things I really wanna say
But I buckle under the pressure how could I let her slip away
And I, you know who you are I don't think I need to say any names
And I don't know if you'll ever again look at my face
In your life, so now I turn to the knife I wanna embrace this blade
Cause I can't imagine life without you never dare let something in my way
So now I write my stupid letter that will let her know know my pain inside

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine

I really can't explain how I let you out of my grips
I must be out of my wits
Cause all this happened to evaporate now I'm back in the place
That place I never really wanted to face
I can't get back in this motherfuckin' race again
With a pace that will never be like it was back then
My bat's crackin' and I don't think I'll ever feel the same again
Put on a fake smile so nobody will be runnin' up and askin' what happened
The fact is I fucked up and I really want to cut my throat
My heart is already stoned dead cold and I think I want to hold my nose
Oh what a sight though I won't let nobody inside me
Unless it was the one that was causing me to do bodily harm
So now I call up my mom and telling her I'm sorry
Don't cry for me just close my eyes and kiss my body goodbye

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine

And now I'm searchin' for a better ending for this story
But there is no other ending for me
So now I close my eyes and now I hold the knife
Now I know it's right, don't you go and cry
And now I'm searchin' for a, a better way to say I love you
But there's really nothing else I can do
So now I end it all until my body falls
I wanna hear your call, I hear nothing at all

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine
Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine