I went to eat with my grandmother and aunt and uncle and cousins. I knew it wouldnt be good, cause we wasnt able to get mom in good enough shape yet to bring her over...so it was all to see her, and that failed. But Me and my sis went...and ate food...I love my sis sometimes but she has a way of really doing the opposite of helping when she thinks she is. She mentioned to my family about me being sick the other day and throwin blood up....So they assumed i was making that up to get attention, i really wished she kept her mouth shut, i personaly dont like them in any of my business...but then she decided to tell them about moms lungs not having an infection but an absess, and the pills for the infection is to keep her stable not get rid of it, even though she knows better. So we really got ....well my aunt tried to tell us we were wrong...that the way it was is how they had told her..., but its not that way, cause i was the one that passed on the info first, so everyone would stop screaming about her dieing and not staying in the hospital and blah blah blah....Christmas has just totaly sucked, I really wish i had more faith in life to go on. BAH THE CAT JUST KNOCKED THE PIZZA BOX WITH PIZZA STILL IN IT OFF THE COUNTER. ... g'night peoples
