Okay so i have keeping you people aprised of the situation going on and the fact that my ex from two years ago has started talking with me again. Tho it has really only been a short period of time her and I have very much both come to realize that the love that was there is still very much there. Which has really always been there but i put it deep inside of me where it always did remain.
Not that i am saying it means i loved anyone after her any less because that is not what i am saying at all. But fate has once again put us back together, And i cannot ignore that fact.
I have paid many of my debts tho there are still a few i have not that i very much intend to. And Karma has kicked me in the ass long and hard. But i think now thats all done.
I think maybe things are finally getting better Slowly anyways.
So I took a huge leap in e-mailing her mom last night as well i felt it was very nessessary to do so. There had been a point in time where she was like a mother to me. Hell she called me SON! for like forever and the fact that Sheena and i have known each other since i was like 13 and her 11.
And she E-mailed me back!!!! And guess what????????? She said the past is the past and to forget all the bad
Because we needed to look at the future! Which makes me SO happy! you like have no freaking idea!! i danced and i dont dance cause well. I look like an idiot when i dance. So that tells you how freaking happy i was!! So i think that finally things are starting to look up! which is why i mark this journal entry Breathing a collective sigh of relief!
