You're especially thoughtful today, and ought to find that people are more willing to give you the space you need to figure out what's really going on in your family. Your intuition should be right on.
i dont even know what thats supposed to mean.
i watched For Keeps today.
prolly not the smartest thing i could've done.
kinda messed my thought process up a lil bit.
gee...colour me surprised there eh?
ha.
maybe its more of...
its the final countdown.
3 days.
i cant even process that.
ima bundle of ever spreading nerves.
i like knowing...how things are gonna go
how things are gonna be
i like to know the answer before the question.
when something is residing in the world of 'gray' instead of my safety 'black & white'
such things just arent possible.
if there was a way for me to just accept that..
i think i'd prolly do it.
but thats...just not me.
and i'd rather be me...
i think...
no im pretty sure.
sure theres things about myself i dont like
but as a whole?
im pretty damn ok with me
and not in a conceited sort of way either
more like in a ...this is me *shrug*
sort of way.
i dun think thats a bad thing.
i could be wrong.
it happens quite a lot.
i'm used to it.
oh...i know the problem...
*goes elsewhere*
be well.
