i can't think straight my outlook is to crooked
try to straighten things out but bad visions to vivid
close my eyes for to long end up with a nightmare
eyes open or closed can't escape thoughts everywhere
anywhere i go, everything i see, always follows me
evil calls out to me, curiosity makes me wanna see
so i run towards it like pain and danger don't bother me
end up hurt with scars so deep it looks like the parted red sea
dearly depart me, so i can say hello to my dearly departed
my apologies to the loved ones for all the shit that i started
a steady stream of liquid from your eyes, cus of my demise
resurection is a mutha though unless all i heard were lies
when i arise please let me keep all my memories intact
so when i get back i don't make the same mistakes... in fact
give me the chance to enter the lives of those i left again
make em forget all about the old me, wonder if i can
hold grudges with those that moved on, what an evil plan
told you i was sick, but scrap that i'm not an evil man
just some twisted thoughts that'll prob come around again
surrounded by sin, but trust that my soul is truly gifted
i was givin this sin to live with, hope someday it gets lifted