dogs tsila's blog: "by....redo..Billy Lost"

I once had myself the most wondrous fantasy
no it was not real but it seemed so real to me
I dared to dream that you were in love with me
but now what a fool I am is plain for all to see

I gave you all I had, it was not enough though
you used me for a while and then let me go
looking back now I can easily see it was so
but living in that fantasy, how was I to know?

I know that I will find the right lady for me
and loving each other, how blessed we will be
But you will spend you life always on the go
never finding the one that you could love so

A pity that you will never know the gift of love
or realize that it can be a gift from up above
That in the end all you have you surely will lose
but it is the kind of life that you did choose