dogs tsila's blog: "Poems by...buford63"

I think of you often

 

and my feelings are real.

 

I don't want to be just another friend,

 

for the thought of you in my life seems so surreal.

 

I wonder if you think of me like I think of you,

 

Can you feel me when my heart swells with delight

 

when I think of you in the morning

 

and on into the night.

 

Can you feel me when in my dreams

 

I am holding you so tight.

 

Our eyes held in a gaze

 

and everything just seems so right.

 

Can you feel me when I say those words from

 

my heart that are soulfully true.

 

Can you feel me when my thoughts run with passion,

 

and are only of you.........

 

Can you feel me?????

 

Can you feel me???

I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron

This world seems so small when i see you online and want to give you my all. I think of you as a close dear friend, thinking of you often, and wanting to love you til life's end. So when you think that alone and unloved you may be. Think of the chats and dances we've had, and the one that will unconditionally love you, is me. You are one of a kind to me, of this my heart knows. For just the mention of your name, fills my soul with passion as my heart glows. Sometimes you may take someone for granted and in time you learn that thru everything and anything they were there. You might think of them just as a friend cause maybe you didn't know just how much you meant to them. Maybe because of distance or other 'little ' things you see as obstacles, that you won't give open your heart to chance. Sometimes you have to take a risk......listen to your heart, allow yourself to feel the feelings you sometimes might involuntarily suppress for someone.

I would buy you cars, jewelry, a mansion and anything you wanted, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would tend to your every need, leaving you with nothing needed or things to do, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would bring you with me on all my travels to places never seen, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would stand by your side thru the good times and bad times, I will be that shoulder you need to cry on, I will be there to make you laugh when you feel down or just feel like laughing, I would be there to listen to your deepest secrets and desires, I will be there in front of the fire with you, watching the flicker of the candles dance the dance of passion in your eyes, I will be there for you at all times, I will be there. And something tells me that these things are more important to you than anything money can buy. Do I know you?

So cold and lonely without her here, an emptiness all around. Much love was felt when she was near, and passion was so abound. With eyes of blue and skin so soft, her hair with a gentle wave. Her voice would send my soul aloft, while her touches I still crave. It gave me joy I truly believe, with stroking hands of oil. The tension that I helped her relieve, from life's daily toil. I dream of her quite often now, and find myself near tears. I wonder why...and sometimes how, I'll live without her through the years. I still can hear that pretty song she sang for me that day. A time ago that seems so long, but the memory is here to stay. If someone said one wish can be true, whichever one you say, my wish would be for me and you to reconcile some day. There are many things that one can feel, that make them feel so whole. Like the love of an angel that is real, of this I already know. My heart still longs for the tender touch of her fingertips so tender, But nothing melts my heart so much, as being in the arms of my angel....... to whom my heart surrenders. I have felt nothing except the Love of God that compares to the sensation of being in "The Arms of an Angel."

Self-Imposed confusion; mental chaos of the worst kind. Supported by walls built from denial within the mind. Within these walls dwell both ends of the rule. With one end knowing what’s right, while the other lives the untrue. To know what’s right and yet live another way, adds dimensions to the confusion, prolonging its stay. From the clash and clamor of the battle within, breeds an offspring of shame, caused by knowledge of sin. But the walls can be tumbled. And the confusion dissolved, by living true without the denial of which life once revolved.