Gotta love being A.D.H.D!!!
laying in bed staring at the ciling while your brain holds u hostage...
things u thought were behind u, Come flooding back n ur doing everything in your power to keep from screaming ur head off and having the neighbers call the cops!!!
I've already been in one mental asylum I don't need to go back at this time...
even tho it was the best vacation I ever had!!!
I just can't shake the feeling something is missing!?!?!?
Something I am searching for...
But then I tell myself it's nothing...
No Need to worry myself...
But yet it's eatting away at me like...
A beaver eats wood!!!
My mind won't let it go away...
I wanna run my head into a brick wall!!!
IDK what to do right now.
I am slipping back into the slow and menicing madness!!!
Maybe I can just sit here and drool on myself while I slip away!
I hate my mind!!!