second to none.......
Current mood: thankful
time to try something a little different.
purposely oblivous.... its defense
it used to search for hell.... found it,
internal drum beating so unpaced but...
its as calculating as the coldest machine.
driven on by unexpected..
it searches for a different hell ...
stopped cold more than once...
pushed its way through each time.
filled to the point of breaking ...
its explosive inside and out...
searching for a new hell ....
bringing pain upon itself.
it gets the hell it wishes for....
laughing pain as soft as a breeze...
then loudly expressed by air passed through it.
almost at the point of breaking....
it shows the whole world who is second to none.
it becomes a juggernaut to others...
brought pain before ...
now it brings hell to the front....
once darkest of black now ......
a calming shade of comfort....
gray becomes the new face.
unsure of its new place..
wandering through barely breathing..
others try but none prevail...
over its still hardened heart.
pain becomes the shield...
the door slams shut.
offered up physical cure...
taken and one by one rejected.
it slowly comes out from behind the door...
all on its own.
lifted up by others.....
unbound now it sees more clearly.
now truly worth a risk...
it begins to befriend the others.
still sometimes rejected...
it never falters along this path.
still remembering the pain...
the hell ... the pain ...... has changed it
no longer viewed as the untouchable...
no longer locked behind the door...
no longer does it feed on its pain.
now there is power.....
it makes its way unshackled....
by its own power.
truly the one to behold....
a vision of power and now unbridled.
it is .......... it surely is....
second to none.
Currently listening :
Mer de Noms
By A Perfect Circle
Release date: 23 May, 2000
